ignisolor

That internal conflict tortured me for more than 2 years. And I am pleased to say I think I finally won. And I couldn't have done it without Mz, my best friend and my sexy lova. He means everything to me, and he saved me. After being hurt for SO LONG I'm finally feeling like confident again because he helped me find myself. I once again believe that I am INDESTRUCTIBLE DETERMINATION THAT IS INCORRUPTIBLE ANNIHILATION THAT IS UNAVOIDABLE EVERY BROKEN ENEMY WILL KNOW THAT THEIR OPPONENT HAD TO BE INVINCIBLE TAKE A LAST LOOK AROUND WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE I'M AN INDESTRUCTIBLE MASTER    OF   WAR    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That internal conflict tortured me for more than 2 years. And I am pleased to say I think I finally won. And I couldn't have done it without Mz, my best friend and my sexy lova. He means everything to me, and he saved me. After being hurt for SO LONG I'm finally feeling like confident again because he helped me find myself. I once again believe that I am INDESTRUCTIBLE DETERMINATION THAT IS INCORRUPTIBLE ANNIHILATION THAT IS UNAVOIDABLE EVERY BROKEN ENEMY WILL KNOW THAT THEIR OPPONENT HAD TO BE INVINCIBLE TAKE A LAST LOOK AROUND WHILE YOU'RE ALIVE I'M AN INDESTRUCTIBLE MASTER    OF   WAR    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Internal conflicts suck. All you can do is breathe and think. One must meet each demon individually. And kick it's ass. THis is not always as easy as it sounds. Hell I can barely handle one. It's difficult to understand how to handle each new demon, each new confusion. For me, it started with one. One demon that's branched into what feels like hundreds. They are all related. And all won't leave me alone. Even though the source of the demons- the person who is very real, not a mental figure- seems to have no problems never even looking at me. That only makes it worse. Harder to deal with. Another problem: What do you do if a large part of y